What I mean is I realized I was just posting to try to get "attention".
I am not particularly a self centered person.
But I was getting sucked into the trap of needing to make my meals look pretty, my makeup look pretty, my work look pretty, my life look pretty......just so people would look at it.
I realized that it was not working and it felt.... wrong.
The same 10 people would like, comment, share......
No one calls me. No one messages me. No one "talks" to me...
They only have anything to say to me when they are asking me about my work, and then they may end with, "Let's get together soon." But they never actually try to get together with me.
But what I realized was that I was wasting so much of my own time trying to get people's attention, and not getting the things done I wanted to do.
Things that might actually draw more people to me that I wanted to be hanging out with and wanted to hang out with me.
So I decided to do #30daydown reduce my "statusing" for 30 days. Focus on time management and the things I wanted to be doing.
And one of those things was blogging and vlogging.
